I have grown apart from my leader and rabbi, Jesus of Nazerath. I have unfortunately taken an offer by enemies of Jesus for twenty-two pieces of silver. It was a difficult choice and even now I begin to regret my decision for it was made in a clouded state. I feel that I made this decision under a great deal of pressure since if it wasn't me it would have been one of those who wanted him dead. Better I make this choice than his enemies.